I have been feeling really frumpy and fed up recently, I don’t think this helps my depression much. I am fed up about the weight i haven’t lost since having J as well as my fingers being too fat to wear my wedding ring still. My hair has been in desperate need of an overhaul, which is ironic considering I’m a hairdresser. I hate clothes shopping with a passion. I always want to try a new style but feel an idiot in anything new. I end up living in jeans and a t-shirt with trainers. When i go out, i do like to wear a dress but again being short i do struggle to find a style i like. I had stopped wearing makeup and generally just felt like a frumpy mummy.
Well today was different,I bought some BB cream over the weekend . I have a nightmare finding foundation normally being so pale. The BB cream was perfect, I instantly felt less of a frumpy mummy. Then this morning I found my blazer and wore that to work with my uniform. I had my hair cut off into a nice bob and had it dyed a nice bright blonde. I haven’t felt this nice in a long time. I even managed to find a dress that i liked to wear to my friends wedding. Overall it has been a really positive day.